Chapter 2: The Rules of the Game
Chapter 2: The Rules of the Game
The pink and teal uniform felt like a second skin, albeit one that didn't quite fit. The waist was too loose, the shoulders too broad, a hand-me-down from a girl who no longer worked there. Staring at her reflection in the staff bathroom mirror, Caroline saw the same mousy-haired girl, but now she was packaged in the bright, cheerful colors of Miss Behavin' Burgers. She was one of them. Almost.
Her first day was a blur of learning and intense observation. The diner operated with the precision of a Swiss watch, and Miranda was its exacting watchmaker. There were spoken rules—"Always smile, girls, a smile is part of the uniform," "The customer is always hungry for more,"—and there were unspoken ones, which Caroline quickly realized were far more important.
Rule one: Miranda saw everything. Her warm eyes missed no detail, from a salt shaker left slightly askew to the flicker of fatigue in a waitress’s posture. A nod of approval from her was like a ray of sunshine; a slight purse of her lips could cast a chill over the entire diner.
Rule two: The girls were a unit, a sisterhood, just as Miranda had promised. They moved in sync, anticipating each other's needs, a seamless dance of taking orders and refilling coffee cups. But it was a closed circle. They were polite to Caroline, even friendly, but there was a professional distance, a shared history she wasn't yet part of. They had inside jokes they didn't explain and exchanged knowing glances that slid right past her.
Rule three, and the most important one Caroline established for herself: Watch Brenda.
Brenda was the sun around which the other planets orbited. She never rushed, yet she was always exactly where she needed to be. Caroline began to study her with the obsessive focus of a scholar. She noted the way Brenda held a coffee pot, with her pinky finger slightly extended, giving the simple act an air of elegance. She memorized the soft, lilting cadence Brenda used when recommending the daily special, a tone that made even meatloaf sound like a delicacy. She watched how Brenda would tuck a stray strand of her chestnut hair behind her ear, a simple gesture that Caroline began to practice in front of her own cracked mirror back at the trailer.
To fit in, to belong, she had to become a reflection of Brenda. She started extending her own pinky finger. She softened her voice with customers, trying to mimic that gentle, musical quality. She was a quick study, and by the end of her first week, her movements became less clumsy, her smile less forced. She was rewarded with a warm hand on her shoulder from Miranda.
“You’re a natural, Caroline,” the older woman said, her voice dripping with approval. “I knew you had it in you.”
The praise was intoxicating, but the real prize was when Brenda offered her a small, genuine smile as they passed each other by the milkshake machine. “You’re getting the hang of it,” she’d said, and for Caroline, the words were worth more than gold. Her heart hammered against her ribs, a frantic bird desperate for a crumb of affection. She wanted more.
The shift in the diner's atmosphere was so sudden it was almost a physical blow. The cheerful doo-wop music still played, the customers still chattered, but a blanket of tense silence fell over the staff. It started when a filthy, refrigerated box truck, caked in road grime and rust, rumbled into the alley behind the diner.
A man climbed out of the driver's side. He was the antithesis of everything Miss Behavin’ represented. His overalls were slick with grease, his thinning hair was pasted to his scalp with sweat, and his eyes, small and dark, darted around like a rat's. He carried a clipboard and a foul-smelling cigarillo clenched between his yellow teeth.
He entered through the back door, letting it slam behind him, and the cheerful energy of the room curdled. The other waitresses suddenly found reasons to be busy at the front of the diner, polishing silverware or wiping down already-gleaming counters.
“Miranda,” the man grunted, his voice a gravelly rasp. He was Mr. Wilson, the deliveryman.
Caroline watched, mesmerized, from behind the counter. Miranda, who had been laughing with a customer moments before, turned to face him. Her transformation was terrifying. The warm, maternal smile didn't vanish—it sharpened, hardening at the edges until it was no longer a smile at all, but a baring of teeth. The light in her eyes went out, replaced by something cold and flat, like chips of ice.
“Wilson,” she said, her honeyed voice now clipped and brittle. “You’re late.”
“Truck trouble,” he mumbled, not quite meeting her eyes. He gestured with his clipboard towards the back. “Got the usual. And the… special order.”
“Is it fresh?” Miranda’s voice was low, but it cut through the diner’s noise like a razor.
“Fresh enough,” he shrugged, a leering smirk tugging at his lips.
The air between them crackled with a tension that had nothing to do with produce deliveries. This was business. A dark, ugly business that had no place amongst the milkshakes and cherry pies. Miranda pulled a thick envelope from beneath the counter and slid it across to him. He snatched it, stuffing it into his pocket without counting.
Mr. Wilson then turned his greasy gaze on the room, and his eyes landed on Caroline. He winked, a slow, predatory gesture that made her skin crawl. Before she could react, Brenda stepped silently between them, her body a sudden, graceful shield. She didn't look at Wilson, but her message was clear. Stay away.
He chuckled, a wet, gurgling sound, and headed towards the back of the kitchen, disappearing from view. A moment later, Miranda followed him.
Caroline’s gaze was drawn to a door she’d noticed before, at the very back of the kitchen. It was made of heavy, dark wood, reinforced with a steel frame and a large, industrial deadbolt. It was the only thing in the entire diner that wasn't bright, clean, or welcoming. It led, she assumed, to the basement. It was always locked. Mr. Wilson and Miranda had gone in that direction.
The questions burned in her mind. Who was Mr. Wilson? What was the ‘special order’? And what was behind that locked door? This was the world Brenda inhabited, the one she moved through with such sad, quiet grace. To understand Brenda, to truly get close to her, Caroline knew she had to understand this.
Later, as the lunch rush faded, Caroline found Brenda in the dry storage room, restocking napkins. This was her chance. Her heart pounded a nervous rhythm against her ribs.
“Brenda?” she began, trying to sound casual, trying to mimic the easy tone the other girls used with each other.
Brenda looked up, her gentle eyes offering a small, tired smile. “Hey. You did great today.”
“Thanks,” Caroline’s throat felt tight. “I… I was just wondering. That man, Mr. Wilson… who is he?”
The change was instantaneous and violent. The smile vanished from Brenda’s face. The warmth in her eyes was extinguished, replaced by a flash of pure, animal panic. Her body went rigid.
“You don’t ask about him,” Brenda hissed, her voice a low, dangerous whisper that was nothing like her usual melodic tone.
“I just— he seemed…”
“He’s nobody,” Brenda snapped, her gaze darting towards the door as if Mr. Wilson might reappear. “He brings the meat. That’s all. You don’t talk to him. You don’t look at him. You stay away from him. Do you understand?”
Caroline, startled by the venom, could only nod mutely. But her curiosity, now stoked into a raging fire by Brenda’s fear, wouldn’t let her stop.
“And the basement?” she whispered, the words tumbling out before she could stop them. “What’s down there? Is that where he takes the deliveries?”
That was the breaking point.
Brenda moved so fast Caroline didn't have time to flinch. She lunged forward, her hand shooting out to grab Caroline’s arm. Her grip was like a steel trap, fingers digging painfully into Caroline’s bicep. The gentle, graceful girl was gone, replaced by someone cornered and terrified.
“Listen to me,” Brenda snarled, her face inches from Caroline’s, her beautiful brown eyes wide with a terror so profound it stole Caroline's breath. “There are rules here you don't understand. You will forget you ever saw Mr. Wilson. You will forget that basement door exists. You will do your job, you will smile, and you will never ask questions again. If Miranda thinks you're a problem…” She trailed off, her grip tightening, her knuckles white. She didn’t have to finish the sentence.
Just as quickly as it came, the fury receded, leaving behind the familiar tide of sadness and fear. Brenda released her arm as if it were burning hot, stumbling back a step. She looked at Caroline, then at her own trembling hand, a flicker of guilt crossing her features.
Without another word, she turned and fled the storage room, leaving Caroline alone, her arm throbbing, her mind reeling. The perfect sanctuary had a locked door. The perfect sister was capable of sudden, shocking violence. And Caroline, standing in the silent storeroom surrounded by the scent of bleach and cardboard, felt a terrifying thrill mix with her fear. She had touched a nerve. She was closer to the secret, and closer to the real Brenda, than ever before.