Chapter 5: The Trapdoor in the Woods
Chapter 5: The Trapdoor in the Woods
Leaving Eleanor’s dusty sanctuary felt like stepping out of a bomb shelter into a war zone. The librarian’s words echoed in his mind, providing a grim framework for his terror. Cycle. Parasite. It consumes. He now had a name for his tormentor—the Scribe's Ledger—but naming the beast didn't make it any less monstrous. It only sharpened the edges of his fear.
With the heavy book tucked back inside his jacket, he drove to the edge of town, parking at the same trailhead where this nightmare had begun. The sun was beginning its slow descent, painting the sky in bruised shades of orange and purple. The Whispering Pines loomed before him, no longer a place of solace but a coliseum where he was the main event.
He followed the overgrown path, his hiking boots crunching on dry leaves and twigs. The forest felt different this time. Before, it had been predatory, watching him with a cold, alien intelligence. Now, it felt expectant. The air was thick with a waiting silence, as if every tree, every shadow, every hanging strand of moss was leaning in, eager for the show to begin. Eager for his payment.
He found the clearing easily. It remained unnaturally perfect, a small, circular stage dominated by the flat-topped boulder. The stone was bare, waiting for the Ledger to be returned to it. But first, the tithe.
Alex stood before the silent audience of pines, his breath catching in his throat. He had to do this. He had to bury the book. It was the only way out Eleanor had hinted at, the only flicker of hope in the suffocating darkness. To do that, he had to pry open a wound he had spent a decade trying to seal shut.
"My… my deepest regret," he began, his voice a raw, cracking whisper that the forest seemed to drink from the air. The words felt like pulling shards of glass from his throat.
"I was seventeen. My dad was… he was sick. In the hospital." He squeezed his eyes shut, the sterile, antiseptic smell of the room flooding his senses as if he were standing there right now. "We had a fight that morning. A stupid, stupid fight about college, about my future. About me wanting to get away from this town. I said things… horrible things. That he was holding me back."
A breeze rustled the canopy above, a soft, sibilant sound like a collective intake of breath. The forest was listening.
"I told him I wished he'd just let me go. Then I left. I slammed the door and I walked out." A tear escaped his closed eyelid, tracing a cold path down his cheek. "I cooled off after a few hours. I knew I was wrong. I bought his favorite coffee and went back to the hospital to apologize. To tell him I didn't mean it."
He choked on the next words, the guilt a physical pressure in his chest. "But he was gone. He’d had a… a cardiac event. He died alone, while I was walking around town, angry. My last words to him were poison. My apology came too late." He finally opened his eyes, staring unseeing at the rough bark of a pine tree. "I never got to say sorry. I never got to take it back. That's my regret. I wasn't there."
He stood there, hollowed out and trembling, the confession hanging in the heavy air. He had given the forest his shame, his failure. He had paid the price.
A strange sound broke the silence. A soft, wet shifting, like soil being turned. He looked down. The hard-packed earth around the base of the boulder had changed. It looked dark, damp, and loose. He knelt, his knees sinking slightly into the ground that had been solid moments before. The forest had accepted his payment. The ground would yield.
With a desperate, almost feral energy, he began to dig. He didn't have a shovel, so he used his bare hands, tearing at the soft earth, dirt packing under his fingernails. He was driven by a frantic hope, the image of a peaceful, sleeping Ledger buried deep beneath the earth fueling his efforts. This would be its grave. This would be his salvation.
He dug for what felt like an eternity, his shoulders aching, his breath coming in ragged gasps. Then his questing fingers struck something hard. Not the uneven surface of a rock, but something flat and cold. Metal.
His heart hammered against his ribs. He clawed the remaining dirt away, his hands shaking with a mixture of fear and adrenaline. A dark, rusted metal square was set into the earth. In its center was a simple, heavy iron ring.
It was a trapdoor.
This wasn't a grave. This was a doorway.
Every instinct screamed at him to run. To fill the hole back in, to throw the book as far as he could, and to never look back. But the analyst in him, the part of his brain that had been screaming for a pattern, a logic to the madness, was captivated. This was a deviation. This was new data. Burying the book was one thing, but this… this implied a structure, a design far more complex than a simple curse.
His curiosity, a morbid and desperate thing, overtook his fear. He looped his fingers through the cold iron ring and pulled. With a deep, grinding groan that seemed to rise from the bowels of the earth, the trapdoor lifted.
It revealed a flight of steep stone steps descending into absolute, ink-black darkness. A damp, cellar-like smell, ancient and cold, wafted up to meet him. This was wrong. This was a terrible, terrible idea. But the Ledger in his jacket felt warm, pulsing with a faint, eager energy. It wanted him to go down there.
Clutching the book, he took the first step. Then the next. He descended into the earth, the square of twilight sky shrinking above him until the trapdoor swung shut with a deafening boom, plunging him into total blackness.
Panic seized him for a heart-stopping second before a soft, unnatural light flickered to life around him. It didn't come from a torch or a bulb, but seemed to emanate from the very stone walls of the small, square room he now stood in. The air was cold, still, and dead. The room was empty, save for one object that dominated the far wall.
A mirror.
It was huge, its frame an ornate, tarnished silver carved with twisting vines and screaming faces. Alex approached it cautiously, his own reflection looking back at him—pale, streaked with dirt, his eyes wide with terror. He was holding the book to his chest like a shield.
He stared into his own eyes, and as he watched, his reflection began to change.
It was subtle at first. The lines around his eyes deepened, etched by years of sleepless nights. His dark hair became thinner, threaded with gray at the temples. A jagged, faded scar sliced through one eyebrow. His reflection’s posture was more than just tense; it was broken, slumped in a permanent cringe of defeat. His eyes… they held a despair so complete, so absolute, it made Alex’s current fear feel like a fleeting shadow. This was him, but older. A man who had not escaped the curse, but had been worn down to nothing by it.
Alex stumbled back, a gasp catching in his throat.
The man in the mirror raised a hand, and Alex saw that the tip of his ring finger was missing. The gesture was slow, weary. The reflection’s mouth opened, and a voice—his own, but hoarse and ravaged by time and screams—rasped through the silent room, a sound that needed no air to travel.
"You had to say it, didn't you?" the reflection whispered, his voice dripping with a terrible, familiar regret. "You had to give it the memory."
"What is this? Who are you?" Alex stammered, his mind refusing to process what he was seeing.
The older Alex in the mirror gave a hollow, mirthless laugh. "I'm you. I'm the one who stands here every cycle, after I confess, and I watch the new fool walk in. I watch you walk in."
He held up his own copy of the Scribe's Ledger, its cover identical, its weight just as soul-crushing.
"You think you're burying it?" The words were quiet, but they hit Alex with the force of a physical blow. "You think you found a way out?"
The figure in the mirror shook its head, its haunted eyes locking onto Alex’s with a devastating, final clarity.
"You're not burying the book, you idiot."
"You're feeding it."
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Alex Ryder

Sarah Jenkins
