Chapter 4: The First Day of Freedom
Chapter 4: The First Day of Freedom
The two-hour drive to Rainbow Creek was a war fought entirely within the confines of Adrian’s skull. Every mile closer to the mountains was a victory for the tiny, defiant part of his soul, but the rest of him was a quivering mass of anxiety. Julian’s voice was a relentless passenger, whispering poison in his ear. You’re a fool. He’ll find a way around this. He’ll be there waiting for you, laughing at your pathetic little plan.
He gripped the steering wheel so tightly his knuckles were white mountains on a pale landscape. What if the deputy hadn’t filed the report correctly? What if the campground owner had changed his mind, swayed by Julian’s practiced charm and threats? What if this whole, insane gamble was about to blow up in his face, leaving him more exposed and humiliated than ever before?
But then, he made the final turn onto the winding gravel road, and the familiar, hand-carved wooden sign came into view: Rainbow Creek Campground. All Are Welcome Here. The air changed instantly, growing cooler and cleaner, thick with the scent of pine and damp earth. The trees, ancient and immense, formed a towering canopy that filtered the afternoon sun into a dappled, holy light. The sound of the creek, a constant, soothing murmur, was the first thing to truly cut through his panic.
He was home.
Adrian pulled his old station wagon up to the small log cabin that served as the office, his heart hammering a nervous but hopeful rhythm. He took a deep breath and killed the engine, the sudden silence amplifying the sounds of the forest. He could do this. He had come this far.
He pushed open the heavy wooden door and stepped inside. The office was cozy and rustic, smelling of coffee and woodsmoke. Behind a worn oak desk stood a man who seemed to have been carved from the mountain itself. He was broad-shouldered and solid, with a thick, dark beard and a calm, steady gaze that seemed to take in everything without judgment. A tattoo of a dense forest scene peeked out from the sleeve of his flannel shirt. This had to be the owner Chloe had told him to look for. Liam. 'Bear'. The name fit perfectly.
"Welcome to Rainbow Creek," the man said, his voice a low, pleasant rumble that vibrated in the small space. "Checking in?"
"Yes," Adrian managed, his voice a little thin. "The name is Adrian Finch. I have a month-long reservation for Site 28."
Recognition flickered in Liam’s warm eyes. It wasn’t pity or suspicion, but something else. A quiet acknowledgment. Respect.
"Finch. Right," Liam said, turning to his computer but keeping his eyes on Adrian. "We've been expecting you."
The simple words, "we've been expecting you," landed like a balm on Adrian’s frayed nerves. It wasn’t an accusation; it was a welcome. It meant his call, his plan, had been received and understood. He wasn’t just a guest; he was someone they were prepared to protect.
"Everything is all set," Liam continued, turning back from the screen. He pushed a small map and a parking pass across the counter. His movements were unhurried, deliberate. "Site 28 is one of our best. Right on the water, plenty of shade from that big Douglas fir. The bathhouse is just a short walk up the path." He paused, his gaze meeting Adrian's. It was a look that made Adrian feel profoundly seen, not as a victim, but as a person. "I understand you’re here for a long stay. If you need anything at all—extra firewood, a recommendation for the best hiking trail, anything—you just come and find me. My cabin is the one with the blue trim."
"Thank you," Adrian said, the words feeling inadequate. "Thank you very much."
"No need to thank me," Liam said with a small, kind smile that reached his eyes. "We look after our own here, Mr. Finch."
The way he said it sent a jolt of warmth through Adrian’s chest, a feeling so foreign he almost didn't recognize it. He wasn't Mr. Finch, the pathetic, unstable artist Julian painted him as. Here, he was one of their own.
He took the map and headed to his site. Site 28 was exactly as Liam described, a perfect patch of earth nestled between the creek and a colossal fir tree. Next to it, Site 27 sat empty, a silent, grassy testament to his victory. The sight of it sent a thrill of pure, unadulterated triumph through him. Julian was supposed to be there. But he wasn't. Adrian was.
Setting up camp was a familiar, meditative ritual. He pitched his tent, unrolled his sleeping bag, and set up his small camp kitchen with practiced efficiency. As he worked, he became aware of the gentle rhythm of the campground. From a few sites over, he heard the soft strumming of a guitar and a woman’s low, beautiful singing voice. An older couple, two women with kind faces and matching silver braids, wandered past on the path and gave him a cheerful "Happy camping!" He saw them later tending to a small, immaculate garden of potted herbs outside their vintage Airstream trailer.
Later, a young man with a shock of electric-blue hair and paint-splattered overalls stopped by while walking his small, scruffy terrier.
"Hey! You're in my favorite spot!" the young man said with an infectious grin. "I'm Marco. If you hear loud disco music and smell turpentine after 10 PM, that's probably me. Just throw a pinecone at my van."
Adrian laughed, a real, genuine laugh that felt like it came from a part of him he'd thought long dead. "Adrian. Good to know."
"Welcome, Adrian," Marco said, his grin widening. "You're gonna love it here."
As the sun began to dip below the ridge, painting the sky in fiery strokes of orange and purple, Adrian finally finished. His small domain was established. A tent for shelter, a chair to watch the creek, a small easel waiting for a canvas. He cracked open a beer and sat down, the cold bottle a welcome shock against his palm.
He listened. The creek babbled over smooth stones. A campfire crackled to life nearby. The gentle guitar music drifted through the trees. No one was shouting. No one was demanding to know what he was thinking. No one was telling him his very presence was an irritation.
The weight he had carried on his shoulders for twenty years, a crushing burden of fear and self-loathing, began to dissolve. It evaporated into the pine-scented air, carried away on the evening breeze. He took a deep breath, filling his lungs until they ached, and then let it out in a long, slow sigh.
It was the first breath of truly free air he had taken in his adult life.
Peace. This was what it felt like. Quiet, unassuming, and more powerful than any rage. He was safe. He was home. He had fought a monster for this small patch of ground, and he had won.
A flicker of movement at the edge of his vision made him glance towards the campground entrance. For a terrifying, heart-stopping second, he imagined Julian’s sleek, expensive car pulling in, imagined that charming, predatory smile directed his way. The fear was a phantom limb, an ache that might never fully disappear.
He knew Julian wouldn't give up. The online smear campaign, the phone calls, the attempts to turn people against him—they would come. The battle was won, but the war for his peace was just beginning.
But as he looked at the empty campsite next to his, and then at the warm, welcoming lights dotting the campground around him, he felt a well of strength he hadn't known he possessed. Let him try. For the first time, Adrian wasn't alone. He was surrounded by a forest of ancient protectors, a community of kind souls, and a guardian with a steady gaze who had already declared him one of their own. Let Julian come. He would be ready.