Chapter 1: The Gutter Moon
Chapter 1: The Gutter Moon
The first thing Leo registered was the smell. A rancid cocktail of week-old garbage, stale beer, and the coppery tang of blood. It was a perfume he knew too well. He pried his eyelids open, the grit under them scraping like sandpaper. Above, a sliver of moon, pale and indifferent, was being swallowed by the bruised purple of dawn. The Gutter Moon. His moon.
He was sprawled in the back alley of “The Rusty Mug,” the dive bar where he washed dishes and served drinks to ghosts. Cold asphalt seeped through his tattered shirt, a damp chill that went straight to his bones. His head throbbed in a familiar, agonizing rhythm, a drumbeat of self-loathing.
He pushed himself up, his muscles screaming in protest. They always did. They felt both used and unused, stretched to their limits and then abandoned. His jeans were shredded at the knees, his knuckles were raw, and a dark, sticky fluid coated his hands and forearms.
Panic, cold and sharp, lanced through him. He frantically sniffed his hands, a desperate, animalistic gesture. He ignored the iron scent of his own blood from the cuts and focused. Underneath it all, there was something else. Musky. Feral. Not human.
Thank God. Not human.
The wave of relief was so intense it almost buckled his knees. A raccoon, maybe a large stray dog. He could live with that. He’d woken up like this a dozen times since the first change, a year ago. Each time, the black void of his memory was filled with the same terrifying question: Whose blood is this? So far, the answer had never been the one he dreaded most. But luck, like the moon, was a fickle thing.
He stumbled to his feet, leaning against the damp brick wall. A spectral weight seemed to press on his shoulders, a phantom presence he could always feel but never see. It was the beast, the snarling, powerful thing that lived under his skin, a constant reminder of the cage his body had become. He was just a passenger, locked in the trunk while a monster drove his life into a ditch.
This was his existence. Work, sleep, and try to chain himself down on the full moon. Sometimes, the chains didn't hold. Sometimes, the beast came out to play on a random Tuesday, triggered by a belligerent customer or the screech of subway brakes. He had no friends left to speak of. He’d pushed them all away, building a wall of cynical indifference to protect them from the shrapnel of his life. Better they think he was an asshole than find him standing over them, covered in their blood.
A sharp, clean sound cut through the alley's morning symphony of dripping pipes and distant sirens.
Click. Clack. Click.
The sound of expensive leather shoes on pavement.
Leo froze, his heart hammering against his ribs. Cops? A witness? He pressed himself deeper into the shadows of a overflowing dumpster, trying to make himself small. The footsteps stopped just a few feet away.
"Rough night, Leo?"
The voice was smooth as polished steel, calm and utterly devoid of surprise. Leo peered from his hiding spot. The man standing at the mouth of the alley was an apparition, a being from another universe. He was tall, dressed in a bespoke charcoal suit that probably cost more than Leo made in a year. Not a single wrinkle marred the fabric. His dark hair was perfectly styled, his face impossibly handsome, and his smile held the predatory confidence of a shark that owned the entire ocean. He didn't belong here. He was a creature of penthouse offices and rooftop bars, not piss-stained alleys.
And he knew Leo’s name.
"Who the hell are you?" Leo rasped, his voice raw.
The man’s smile widened, but it didn't reach his eyes. Those eyes were cold, calculating, and held a light that seemed to see right through Leo’s skin, acknowledging the snarling beast beneath.
"My name is Julian Vance," he said, taking a step closer. He didn't pinch his nose at the stench or show any disgust at the squalor around them. "And I'm here to make you an offer."
"I'm not interested," Leo spat, his fear curdling into aggression. It was his only defense mechanism. "Get lost before you get mugged."
Julian chuckled, a low, humorless sound. "Mugged? By you? Leo, look at yourself. You’re a god sleeping in the gutter. You have the engine of a supercar, and you're letting it rust while you beg for scraps. It's pathetic."
Every word was a perfectly aimed dart, striking deep into Leo’s most secret insecurities. He flinched.
"You don't know anything about me," Leo growled, a low rumble starting in his chest. The beast stirred, awakened by the stranger's challenge.
"Oh, but I do," Julian said, his voice dropping to an intimate, conspiratorial tone. "I know about the blackouts. I know about the rage that feels like lightning in your veins. The hunger that has nothing to do with food. I know the sheer, intoxicating power you feel for those few fleeting moments before the agony and the fear take over."
Leo’s breath hitched. This man wasn't just guessing. He was speaking from experience. He was… like him. But where Leo was broken, this man was whole. Where Leo was a slave to the curse, Julian radiated absolute, terrifying control.
"What are you?" Leo whispered, the question he’d been asking himself for a year.
"I'm what you could be," Julian stated, his confidence absolute. "I am the next step in our evolution. What you call a curse, Leo, is a gift. A bug in your operating system that I can teach you to turn into a feature. It’s not a curse. It’s a cheat code for life, and you’re failing to even enter it."
Leo stared, dumbfounded. The words were insane, the kind of New Age guru nonsense you’d see on a pop-up ad. But the man saying them… the power rolling off him in palpable waves was anything but fake. Julian was an apex predator, and Leo’s inner beast, for the first time ever, recognized a master.
"I offer you a path," Julian continued, taking another deliberate step forward, now standing over Leo. The ghostly wolf on Leo’s shoulder felt like it was cowering. "A system. A protocol to harness the beast, to make its power your own. No more waking up in filth, wondering who you might have hurt. Imagine it, Leo. Control. The ability to call on that strength whenever you wish, to have the world bend to your will. To become the alpha of your own life, not its victim."
Desire, hot and desperate, surged through Leo, eclipsing his fear and suspicion. Control. It was the one thing he craved more than anything. More than money, more than peace, more than a normal life he knew he could never have back. To not be afraid of the rising moon, to not be terrified of his own shadow—it was a fantasy he barely dared to entertain.
"Why?" Leo asked, his voice shaking. "Why me?"
Julian's predatory smile returned, full force. "Because I see potential in you. Wasted, raw, undirected potential. And because I am building a new world, Leo. One where we no longer hide in the shadows. We will own the night. And I need lieutenants."
He reached into his jacket and produced a sleek, black metal business card. He didn’t hand it to Leo; he tossed it. It landed perfectly in the puddle of bloody rainwater at Leo’s feet.
"This is my Primal Path," Julian said. "Your first lesson is to stop groveling in the dirt. When you're ready to pick yourself up and claim the power that is your birthright, you'll know what to do."
With that, Julian Vance turned and walked away, his footsteps echoing down the alley, as clean and precise as his arrival. He vanished into the waking city, leaving Leo alone with the stench, the blood, and an impossible choice.
Leo stared at the black card shimmering in the filthy water. It was minimalist, holding no name or number, just a single, intricate QR code in its center. It felt like a key. A key to a whole new kind of prison, or the key to his own cage.
His hand trembled as he reached down, his bloody fingers closing around the cold, sharp edges of the card. The Gutter Moon had almost set. A new day was dawning, and for the first time in a long time, it promised something other than despair. It promised power. And Leo was desperate enough to pay any price to have it.